This is such bullshit and I am tired of it already. Why do people have to be such assholes. Why do people have to be so fake. If you dont like me dont effn act like you do. It's that simple. I guess I am slowly being phased out even more now. Im glad everyone is all sunshine and rainbows now and I will just move on and forget that any one else exists except for the people who I know truely love me.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Confused
I dont understand drama. I have no need for it, or no use. for it. I dont have drama in my family and most certainly not with my true friends. I dont understand some peoples need for drama and secrets. Things with family are supposed to be shared, not kept in little secrets that only certain people get to know about. In my family, family is family, whether your there by blood or by association. It doesnt make a difference. So Im sorry if I dont understand this, or get it right all the time. Im not used to all this shit. I am sorry for trying and I can guarantee that I wont be trying anymore. Ok, that's a lie, I will still try because I love my kids and family actually means something to me, but it will be at a bare minimum.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
A Poem
You never gave up
And always stood tall
You were a great example
Set for us all
An up beat attitude
With a constant smile
We were all are blessed to know you
If only for a little while
You will be truly missed
But we know you're in a better place
Out of the pain
And into gods grace
You were the bravest person
I ever knew
If I ever needed help
I could always look to you
You lit up our lives
With your kindness and grace
And we will never forget
Your beautiful face....
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Shrinkvivor
So I signed up for this Shrinkvivor and I think it will be okay. I'm excited to see where it goes and what changes will happen over the next few weeks.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
missing movies........
This is more just for me.......I have a list of movies that are missing aka borrowed and never returned (i'm sure a few are actually lost), but since I am a disorganized mess, it seems the only thing that I don't lose, is my computer. So I am going to keep track of them here.
In fact, I know I have seen a few of these floating around my house recently....grrrr. I will find them!
Saving Private Ryan
Titantic
Joy Ride
Whole Nine Yards
Insomnia
Black Hawk Down
Beyond Borders
Critters
Wedding Crashers
Dawn of the Dead
Final Destination
Mr & Mrs Smith
Harold & Kumar
Troy
40yr old virgin
Fast & Furious
Elf
2 Fast 2 Furious
Legally Blonde 2
Charlies Angels
Mr Brooks
Next
Secondhand Lions
1408
Premonition
The Ultimate Gift
Messengers
Shooter
Zodiac
Xmen
Wonderland
Descent
Mission Impossible III
Notebook
Superstar
Hostel 2
Ironman
Robots
Neverending Story 2
Spongebob Movie
Babys Day Out
Mean Girls
Cars
Hoot
Hulk
Little Man
Open Season
Shaggy Dog
Mr Magorium Wonder Emporium
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Dreams
I had the weirdest dream last night. In fact, I have been having a lot of weird dreams.
So I was on the way to Iran with my mother and all of our small children (4). My two have never flew, so I was excited for them. The pilot seemed to have issues with flying; taking off straight up, coming down straight down. But it was a fairly easy flight. Then came time for the landing. I was pretty excited because landing is one of my favorite parts. Well, we headed straight down and I just knew we weren't going to make it, but there was never any fear what so ever. The pilot then tried to land the plane on a sort of helicopter pad looking thing. It sort of looked like a dock, with water all around. So we land and the plane is sliding everywhere (ya know cause planes need a runway!). I'm in the back of the plane and then the plane quietly slips in the water and down we go. It's already filled with water and its black, I can't see or hear, but I still am not scared at all. I figured that someone would come/we'd be pulled out/the plane would magically fly up again. I decided to just go to sleep, that way if I did die, I wasn't awake anyway. About two hours pass and I wake up and everyone is gone, so I swim up and end up at a house. And my whole family is there and everyone is excited to see me. I couldn't believe they all left me there underwater in the ocean while they swam free. I remember being very upset with my mother because she got every one out but me. And then I woke up. It was a really weird dream, but I'm glad it was just that.
Now, I'm off to try to make it to the tire place to get tires!
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